.May 16, 2009 ' 4:18:00 PM Y
Time ticking tick tocking.
Mama packing
and Baba working last at spore.
Having our last meal together tomolo at home.
How silence it would be when they're gone.
Baba, forgive me for every wrong thing that i done.
i didnt mean it so.
Same goes to Mama.
I will try to find someone who can take care of me while you're gone.
Like you said.
Im notty when no one apart of me.
I do whatever i like.
But Mama, no one have caught fire in my eyes except her.
It been five years now
and only she caught me Mama.
Only now i have her eight digits.
But i dont have the guts to say to her or even confess to her.
I know nothing about her.
All i know about her is her number
her favourite Macd Meal
her favourite chocolate
her favourite Color
and where she stay atand what her storey.
Im just so afraid Mama.
Im afraid of being alone in the dark room.
and i know im gona cry when you and Baba walking pass
through that gate.
How i wish she know how i feel.
How i wish she know that she's the meddy.
How i wish she know that im craving for her.
She keep gaving me love but thats all in cyber.
Not in reality.
How i wish it was real.
I promise Mama i will takecare of myself
and not be notty
and always clean up my room when its in mess.
loves Muhd Razeen Badarudin
