.May 10, 2009 ' 11:53:00 AM Y
I dont want to see the world
alone to take a chance on life again.
If i were to be your prince charming
and your my enchanted princess on our throne
forever rule the kingdom of our love.
Together living in a bubble.
The days are neverending for US
Cause i got to say this maybe its in your eyes
Its definitely Baby
its in your smile.
Cause i just can go crazy
Losing it all.
And it will make me happy catching you fall.
In a weeks timeBaba and Mama leaving.
And i dont know gonna happen.
I dont know what in you that made me caught fire
and wanna be with you.
Where i dont even know you at all.
Not a single thing.
I dont know why i felt shit up and tripp
when you say a friend fetching you.
First i working like hell
because i dont want
to cry in my room and think and look
at the stuffs that packing up.
And now
you came play apart.
Im just trying to get you off my mind.
But i cant.
I dont want to fall.
Falling will just end me up bleeding
and not healing.
But i already am.
And i know it gona hurt next.
It just simply starts with a N and ends with a A.
Begins with a S and ends with a A.
In between a I.
I just dont know why i love you.
But i know you dont love me or having anything towards me.
Trying to be close just simply scared.
Trying to confess
but everything change my mind.
Trying to say something but
end up stopping halfway
and just leave it hanging.
I afraid of wooing you.
Why cant you just woo me.
Whatever it is
only you have caught fire in my eyes all this years.
From the first time i saw you
till this sec im typing out
even though you did nothing at all.
And now again.
Forcing everything from my veins
to my blood in my body
to work and get you off my mind.
Force till i cant force.
That is why i decide to pack and leave
without you noticing that im gone.
You never notice anything coming from me.
I swore five vowels and three syllabels to you
