.June 22, 2009 ' 2:26:00 PM Y
i admit!!
i panic when you both going away.
where else i was the one who gave you the courage to go.
everything went so quicky in days when the result is out
and you guys were ready to leave.
p.s: i miss you so much mama and baba.
.June 21, 2009 ' 4:05:00 PM Y
Last night he forgot
how the sound of her voice whispered sweet.
Goodbyes,
her eyes,
left to die.
He's alone to understand why.
Why not one more night
One last kiss goodbye.
His sweet love tonight.
He hope the stars
still spell out her name where she is
Kiss his closing eyes.
Help him sleep.
Without her he's so lost.
Tonight he cry.
Tell him why.
He can't live without her warm embrace.
Goodbye to her his love.
He won't forget you.
Goodbye his love
Bye bye my love.
A story from Raffeal story to Anna.
.June 18, 2009 ' 5:54:00 PM Y
Darling, You're my deepest secret
Silencing out my fears.
I couldn't wait for new beginning
I couldn't wait another year.
Another hour
Another minute
Another reason
for you to say it back to me.
Right now i need you so bad (so bad)
Right now i need you so.
I pull her hood back ever so slowly
Her eyes are filling out with tears.
I wishing now for new a beginning
I wishing now that she were here.
Another hour
Another minute
Another reason
for you to say it back to me.
Right now i need you so bad (so bad)
Right now i need you so.
Another hour
Another minute
Another reason
for you to say it back to me.
Right now i need you so bad (so bad)
Right now i need you so.
And i know much in you
when you can't stop starring
No aparting in circles
i can't stop swearing.
I'll be down about you
and out your eyes.
Tear me apart within inside.
And i swear i won't let you go just yet
I swear i won't let you go just yet
Another hour
Another minute
(And i swear i won't let you go just yet)
Another reason
for you to say it back to me
(I swear i won't let you go just yet)
Right now i need you so bad
(And i swear i won't let you go just yet)
Right now i need you so.
(I swear i won't let you go just yet)
Another hour
Another minute
(And i swear i won't let you go just yet)
Another reason
for you to say it back to me
(I swear i won't let you go just yet)
Right now i need you so bad
(And i swear i won't let you go just yet)
Right now i need you so.
(I swear i won't let you go just yet)
Story from : Raffeal to Anna
.June 17, 2009 ' 10:44:00 AM Y
im lost.
im insecure.
im empty.
im lonely
and im without a shell.
.June 16, 2009 ' 7:23:00 PM Y
He dont see why must he stayy.
He dont see why cant he forget everything.
Everything he do,
or say
leave her nothing to say.
Leaving her speechless.
Thanks for acting like that.
cause being like that,
is putting salt to his wounds.
He thought she's different and
treating his wounds
but he was wrong.
She's just stopping by at the wounds and
continue putting salt
where the previous party last do it.
.June 14, 2009 ' 12:35:00 PM Y
When he wake up in the morning
All he want to feel is her love
All he think is about her
And how he feel his towards her
It only took that one time till now
Now you're the only thing on his mind
Baby girl all he wanna do is feel her love
He can't stop thinking about her
From the first time that he hear her
He never felt this way inside
She knows after what happen
Yeah he's not feeling right
It's like she put some kind of spell on him
And he don't know what to do
Cause everywhere he look
all he see is a silhouette of her
See cause he was used to running around
Every night going out
Finding a new girl to go to
And after all he been through with full of high hopes
and all empty promises.
But that was until her
Came into his life
Made him change his mind
On what to do
And all the ways he used to
Yeah
he know he's losing time
She's no ordinary girl
Baby girl he gotta play this right
She's got him lose his mind
Tryna figure out how to find
What's her fullname
what she love to wear
and so on..
Is he asking too much or not enough?
So let him know this feeling's true
Cause he all he wanna do
Is get a little closer to her
if she only knew
Just let him know what he gotta do
So how's it feel to know that he
Can't get her off his mind
Constantly day and night he think of her
He caught up on her
that part's true
. ' 11:38:00 AM Y
Ever since the day he know you
he never feel so lonely and cold.
His life just hasn't been the same ohh.
How he wish to looked into her eyes
and not her go
Baby if he ever get the chance to be with her
everything i would sacrifice.
Cuz the feeling that he feel within
No other women would ever make him feel so right
Its nice to smile when he get her phone call at night
or anytime.
But he rather have her here with him
right next to him.
And hopefully he got to hold her tightly
He gotta let her know he feel so weak without her calling
texting.
He never thought that he could ever love a women so much
again.
He gotta let her know he think that ther are destiny
but his afraid to make confession.
he afraid of everything.
For her he cross the world
for her her do anything
Thats right baby he's going crazy
he need you to be his lady
He been thinking lately
That her and him
yes they can make it
Just ride with him
roll with him
He's in love with her
Break it down now
He tell her what he feel
From the moment that he hear her its been so damn real
His heart seems to skip another beat
Every time they speak
He can't believe he feel so weak
Tell him that she really need him
and she want him
and she miss him
And she love me she his lady
He be around waiting for her
He put it down be the woman for her
He falling so deep for her crazy over for her
He's calling, calling out to her what am he going to do?
It's true and no fronting
Its her and no other he can no longer go on
without her he just break down
talk to himlook ma let him talk for a minute
feelin him she aint finished got the messages
she left on his phone said she missed him
when it gets to bein a lone now
her worlds turned upside down with out him
bein round hold up now he's not done sit back down
see he's was goin crazy for her for her was goin crazy 4 him
dont wanna fuss and fight no more believe him gurl
thats just not how its suppose to be oh baby he's crazy
she crazy
they crazy
he's waiting.
hope she's reading.
and say it all back to him.
. ' 2:26:00 AM Y
He wish for her on a fallin' star,wonderin'
where is she
do he ever cross her mind.
never know what her means to him.
He fell for the girl at the PICTURE.
.June 11, 2009 ' 4:25:00 AM Y
Once upon a time
there's a boy and a girl.
Lets call the girl Amanda.
And the boy Rafla.
they were messenger-ing getting to know each other.
the jokes and the normal things they talk about.
Suddenly Amanda ask Rafla to watch this wonder baby
and its so funny
and cute.
He laugh out loud!
HAHA!
After that
Amanda give Rafla a few more links.
A korean video which touched Rafla heart when watching.
And never had this feeling for awhile after what happen to him.
Soon after he begin to thinking about this Amanda.
Amanda is so thoughtful.
Rafla got abit scared and nervous.
Came after Amanda hand her two favourite songs.
Rafael get the lyrics and read it.
Trying to think why is Amanda giving him all this.
Is she trying to say this to him with all this words
and means from her heart
or just the sake of sending but means nothing at all to her.
And until now the words still stuck on Rafla head.
The words goes like this.
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Plain and simple
I would give my life
To you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You're the only one
I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it's enough
Sometimes
Just to be myself
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment
That I shook your hand
Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything
Just to know
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know
You're thinking of me
When I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but
Boy
You gotta let me know
Stop and listen
It's my thoughts
Calling your name
Screaming out
The way I feel
I wish you
Would do the same
I think you might be
On the same border
Same line same page
I'm tired
Listening to your silence
Brings the water to my eyes
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment
That I shook your hand
Don't let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don't feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?
Please
Give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone
Who doesn't love you back
I think you do
But I need you to say it
Soon after
Rafla gave up and expose himself to her.
No one knows about the real him except for himself.
Isit a mistake to expose himself so quickly.
Happy ending will it be?
or just the usual Rafla got it from a party.
.June 10, 2009 ' 2:22:00 AM Y
When the cast is open,
everything is new to him.
He couldnt wait for a new beginning of life.
All the Hopes.
All the Lies.
All is a Lesson.
And he will always be One of a Kind
And continue do things that he never do before
To himself nor for someone.
. ' 1:03:00 AM Y
Reverse psychology's failing miserably
It's so hard to be
left all alone
Telling her is the only chance for him
There's nothing left but
to turn and face her
When he look into her eyes
there's nothing there to see
Nothing but
his own mistakes staring back at him
And asking why...
All his sacrifice was hiding in her lie
The sacrifice is never knowing to her.
. ' 12:17:00 AM Y
Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of opsticals
That almost seem impossible
And he thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have he been drinking?
Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say he's a star but
he still think he never make it.
And he thinking just another prayer not a second left.
He feel there’s something missing
Sometimes he hate that chaos surrounds him
when all the answers he see go around him.
Is he drowning?
Is he fading away?
Or is he living up to all her dreams that made me this way?
He been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at himself trying to get things right.
And he's feeling just another breath not a minute left.
He feel the darkness lifting.
There was a time
That he questioned if he ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.
He's running from himself
and all the things he don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.
And he thinking just another prayer not a second left.
He need to stop resisting.
He's drowning in the drama lost in the lies
trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.
.June 9, 2009 ' 11:19:00 PM Y
When he trembling
Thrown overboard
He's already relive the past
He pretend it's nothing
He pull myself together
He say that I'll forget her
He breathe
And he say she never hurt him
And look at it as learning
And laugh about the good and the bad
Because he will live forever
We don’t belong together
He know he feel better
He make it through
When he say to her
He be not okay
If he land himself somewhere
And there is where she got to know that
He willing to put his life on the line
Just to get over her.
=))
